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lol he's the only child around there. i swear he can't stop acting like a fucking tyrant with me. and when i don't answer, he hardly ever cries like a little lost kid
what happened with him, pando ? you know you can tell me everything
but you're right. he deserves to struggle a bit. even if he's my bro and i love him, he gets on my nerves.
I totally agree with you. I mean, you can take of yourself. And you're badass by the way, I know you could kick anyone's ass !
I..It's stupid, really. I went to a bar, had a date. Nothing serious and I don't know how he knew where I would be but he came to that bar and started to tell the guy that he shouldn't even touch me because he had a bad reputation. I went outside with Juan to ask him what the fuck was his problem and he went on and on about the fact I wasn't being careful. That I just slept around, that I shouldn't be doing it. I told him that I didn't need him, that I could handle myself.
I maybe told him that if I died tomorrow, he wouldn't care one bit with his behavior and then we just..Stared at each other before I ran away.
It's nothing, I swear. It's just that sometimes we..We get on each other's throat, I don't know why..
c'mon pando, why did you call me ? i know I'm really busy but i always have time for you
the problem with juan is that he thinks he can control everything. remember how he tried to control my relationships when i was a teenager. none of my boyfriends were good enough for him.
and since marco died, it's even worse. he thinks he has the right to decide what we can and cannot do, but he's wrong
you both have a fiery character, no wonder it sparks. i mean, there's nothing more, right?
love you too, always and forever, did you remember our promise ?
Well, I was kind of feeling alone today. I guess. Had a bad night.
Yeah, I totally remember. But to be honest, his girlfriends weren't that great either, so he can shut up.
It's like he wants me to go mad. To go insane and scream. He's worse though.
What? No ! Nothing going on here. Between us. Nothing. I mean, not that he would ask me to go out with him. Or that he would look at me like that, anyway.
I think about it everyday. Kind of saved my life at a time. Everyone one of you.
Oh yeah, that one ! I heard her saying to your brother that I was kind of weird for not talking that much. Unfortunately, her drink ended up on her shirt, that day. I don't understand, he always had that kind of girl.
Maybe. I don't know. I mean there is something about him I can't get out off my head.
I know, but it's strange because even though we fight almost everyday, I still miss him sometimes.
I still remember that first night I went to your home. I thinking that it smelled very nice. I was so hungry, oh my god !
too bad for her. yeah, don't know. he can't stop criticizing my choices but lol he'd better learn to choose his girlfriends.
something ? what do you mean ?
feel you, i guess. i miss him too sometimes, especially when i remembered how our family was perfect before marco died. and now it looks like fucking chaos.
after years of being around my two brothers, i was really happy to have you
We should sleep together like we used too. I'm sure it would help.
I liked to play with boys back then. What a bitch I was, though.
I don't really know how to explain it but..I feel like we provoke each other just to get something. I don't want to let him go or to stop the fight. It's weird, even if we get on each other's throat, I don't want this to end. Because if we do, I don't know what's going to happen.
Yeah..You know, sometimes I wonder if it would have been different if I hadn't been there. I don't know. Back then they used to tell me I ruin everything I touch. Weren't wrong, I guess.
It was really new to me to have someone like you by my side. I always wondered how it was to have a big sister. Now I know!
yeah. still remember when i spooned you bc you were too afraid to fall asleep.
i think i know how you feel. sometimes someone can piss you off like never before and yet you can't totally walk away. like there's something holding you back, uh?
let things calm down with him, you'll see in a week he'll come back on his own. he loves you, pando, he could never really abandon you despite anger and resentment
what ? seriously, don't blame yourself. if marco was still alive, things would be different. and it's not your fault you didn't kill him.
obv, pando. and we were all happy to welcome you and help you get out of this hell
Still scared of the dark sometimes. I see him, I see them wanted to hurt me. I don't know why, it's been years.
Yeah..I'm wondering if sometimes, you're bond to someone without knowing it? Sorry, it's stupid but I just feel something for him, I don't know what it is, since the beginning.
Loves me? Oh no Eden, he doesn't love me. I don't even know what he feels, he's always so mysterious. Guess my behavior didn't help either.
I know but I can't help it. I can't help but things went south the moment your father took me in. I'm not a saint, I'm a mess. I'm..Mean. Not a good person.
I don't think I could ask for a better family than yours. You were all so..Protective. Even though I was a stranger.
because that fucking asshole traumatized you pando and unfortunately a part of you won't be able to forget. but you're stronger than you think
maybe you're right. guess you don't only meet people by chance. pandora you are freaking me out, mdr could you be in love with him, uh ? gosh don't even know why I'm asking
ofc he does, c'mon. he always protected you and said how much you meant to him
if you're a mess, me too you know. i can't help myself taking bad decisions since marco died.
my parents are so proud of you, you're like their daughter
Eden, if I had been older, they would have either put me in prison or in an asylum.
I'm NOT in love with him. And he would NEVER be in love with me. You know it. I'm not the kind of girl he likes anyway.
I will try to make him say it and I will tell you what he said. Like old times, it will be fun !
Anw Eden, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I didn't want you to feel like that.
Your mom texted me to say that I could have a piece of the cake she made. I went there a few days ago. Obviously they asked me how you were doing and if you were okay. I told them that I often annoyed you with my calls and texts and that it was aaaaall fine hehe.
i bet you wouldn't have liked the food in prison. okay i'm kidding, but it didn't happen, pando. you're free, that's the important thing
lol obv you're not. and thanks god. do you want to be the botoxed one ? don't try to change, especially for a man
hahaha i can already imagine his face trying not to tell the truth
don't be please.
see ? that's exactly why i love you so much, pando. thanks. the only good thing was my mother's cake yeah lol. we'll go together next time to support each other
Free is a big word. Sorry, I'm being pessimistic again..
No, of course not. I don't want to be this kind of girl but..To know that your bother could be interested is..I don't know. Special, maybe? Aaah, I'm being melodramatic, it's annoying!
Did you notice? He does something with his eyebrow when he doesn't know what to answer !
I mean it. I should be more careful with what I say.
Naah, you don't need to love me for that. I didn't want to scare them. Obviously, I know how much you can handle, so I don't worry. For now. Oh, yeah why not? I would love to eat dinner with them again. It would be nice.
(#) Sujet: Re: (sms) eden & pandora.Lun 02 Mai 2022, 17:09
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Ahaha, I noticed. But it doesn't bother me. It shows your love for each other.
Yeah totally. Or maybe with a few drinks. I should try that.
I can imagine..But it was an accident, you know? None of this was your fault. It just..Happened, even though it's really unfair.
He's just worrying. You're his only daughter, it makes sense. He wants to protect you. However, I told him that you were handling it. That he shouldn't worry that much.